Hey, I just need to rant.
For years now, my older brother has treated me like I’m worthless, and I’ve always been able to ignore it.
I’m mean, yeah, we get along sometimes, and there are no issues there, but that’s usually when no one’s around.
He hasn’t been happy for a long time. He’s depressed and refusing to get help for it. He has some pretty serious anger issues, and sometimes he takes it out on my mom, or my little brother, but I feel like I get the brunt of his anger.
It usually starts out with him and my younger brother talking and messing around, and then I decide to put in my input, and he always seems to lash out at me, telling me to shut up, that I wasn’t a part of what they were saying, calling me “bitch” or “cunt,” just for trying to join their conversation.
But today he was over at my house and he was playing some sort of music. I was trying to get a start on my homework, so I asked him if he could turn it down or off, and he kept refusing. I guess my little brother started to see my frustration and was trying to help my cause, but my older brother wasn’t relenting.
Finally, we tried to get my mom to do something, but she was at work, so she told him he had to turn it down or leave. Once again, he refused.
My little brother and I tried to get him to leave for nearly an hour, and finally something in him snapped.
He stood up and started screaming, saying he expected this kind of reaction from me because I’m “a terrible person right down to my core,” but not from my younger brother.
After he left, his words kind of stuck with me, but I tried bit to dwell on them.
A while after my mom got home, my younger brother said to my mom, “you really need to do something about Derek, because the things he says to Nikki are really awful,” and my mom just said, “he’s not that bad.”
"The things he said to her aren’t things that should ever be said to any person."
It then occurred to me that my mom really didn’t know the extent of the verbal and emotional abuse I received from him, she thought it was just normal sibling problems.
When I heard their conversation, I just kind of broke down, and my mom told me that I shouldn’t see him anymore, at least for a while, because he doesn’t help my mental health.
My mom’s going to take his key to out house away from him and try to keep him away from me, so hopefully I don’t have to keep going with the memory of his words looming over my head.
Now would be the ideal time to enter the Spirit World.
[echoes of eleven blowing up cybermen to get information in the distance]
People who don’t love Nine are the dumbest.
People think that Nine is dark sullen and a killer. They’re wrong. Nine’s not dark. He’s light and happy and in love. He wear a leather jacket and is the closest Doctor the the Time War but he is not dark. He is a light person who is fighting his dark past. He knows what he’s done and is fighting to write his wrongs. He just wants everyone to live.
Eleven on the other hand is the exact opposite. People think he’s a puppy in a fez. They’re wrong. He is not happy and joyful. He’s careless. He is having adventures while ruining lives and killing people. He is the man who forgets. He has forgotten the pain he felt after what he did and now is so comfortable killing.
He doesn’t remember Nine. Nine, the Doctor with depression. Nine, the Doctor who fell in love with an nineteen year old shop girl who didn’t need a magic back story to be special. Nine, the Doctor who went and saved his friends without killing. Nine, the Doctor who chose to lose instead of causing loss.
Nine chooses to give up being a god. Eleven pretends he is a god. Nine would make a merciful god. Eleven acts like a vengeful god. Nine is a puppy in a leather jacket. Eleven is a a killer in a fez.
Isn’t that Sherlock?
Sometimes, Harley Quinn is fucking hilarious. She brings up a good point.
And Ollie sees that.
"I know that we all think we’re immortal, we’re supposed to feel that way, we’re graduating. The future is and should be bright, but, like our brief four years in high school, what makes life valuable is that it doesn’t last forever, what makes it precious is that it ends. I know that now more than ever. And I say it today of all days to remind us that time is luck. So don’t waste it living someone else’s life, make yours count for something. Fight for what matters to you, no matter what. Because even if you fall short, what better way is there to live?" - GWEN STACY IN THE AMAZING SPIDER-MAN 2
Too soon? Yeah, too soon…
Marvel Cinematic Universe known Working Titles.
Who is Falcon? [x]
Do you think they put these bozos together for press because they’re president and vice president of the I Love My Character More club?